waiting all my life was waiting for the end to come for the shoe to drop for it to all stop.
as little as these moments are we are given they large enough to fill with dreams of what ifs and whatnots but not realities.
what i was taught was that jesus is coming when in fact he has always been here in me with me and through me he wants to change a world this world my world your world. I live my life with no hope for the future, knowing that it could be taken away as easily as this breath was given to me today but when i see the moon rise and then stay and shine bright, i am inspired and i wish to live. today is today and is all i know and the unkown is left to He who knows all. God the Creoator the originator of all things that used to be that are and that are to come.
i have a myriad of fears masked by my fearless demeanor my secret is naivete and my weapon is the same. they ask us to stay sane and inside the lines and after years of not-quite making it i am ready to shine. to live life live and to fill it with exclamation points circling from expressions of love and laughter. i want to live and live on purpose. with purpose. in purpose. through purpose. i want light sunlight all light your light. now. here. in this place. for as long as it takes for me to get there and come back and go there again.
as little as these moments are we are given they large enough to fill with dreams of what ifs and whatnots but not realities.
what i was taught was that jesus is coming when in fact he has always been here in me with me and through me he wants to change a world this world my world your world. I live my life with no hope for the future, knowing that it could be taken away as easily as this breath was given to me today but when i see the moon rise and then stay and shine bright, i am inspired and i wish to live. today is today and is all i know and the unkown is left to He who knows all. God the Creoator the originator of all things that used to be that are and that are to come.
i have a myriad of fears masked by my fearless demeanor my secret is naivete and my weapon is the same. they ask us to stay sane and inside the lines and after years of not-quite making it i am ready to shine. to live life live and to fill it with exclamation points circling from expressions of love and laughter. i want to live and live on purpose. with purpose. in purpose. through purpose. i want light sunlight all light your light. now. here. in this place. for as long as it takes for me to get there and come back and go there again.
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